It will all be worth it...

It will all be worth it in the end. Even before the end, the hand of a loving savior will work in this most low time. It will be with signs of self worth, it will be with signs of love, it will be with messages from old friends who care about me more than they care for themselves. My darkness will be redeemed. Each step is getting closer to the time when I can say I won't be taken away by the lies that so easily penitrated my being. I will know what paths to head down and what paths to avoid simply by being. My weakness is a blessing, my weakness is rightous, my weakness is a strength that will guide me thorugh my highs and my lows. And people will come to me for wisdom...not cousel but wisdom. People will not be turned from me but I will welcome the sick and the families of the sick because bi polar is not to be thrown out with the bathwater. To you who are "sick" and not "normal" and have caused "trouble" and "shame" to your families....WElcome to my blogpost. Welcome and please comment. You are not alone and your weakness is all of our strength.